Are you okay?

I found a new way to make myself happy.

I listen to classical music...

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I've been thinking lately to migrate. I know it is not easy to just pack your bags and leave. It is sort of a selfish wanting.

I really do want to make myself happy again. I cannot find happiness here. I have given up.

I can't understand my surrounding. Why do I have to change myself so much that it makes me just more depressed?

I can't give up on my life yet. This is not what I want.

So I have been looking for options. Seems that immigration is not for everyone too. Too much rules to follow.

Maybe it is best for me to consider for Grad school. Thing is, I am not financially equipped. And I worry. Worry about the consequences.

I think if I go, I will go and never to return. It will be sad...