I remember somebody

I can't sleep...

I suddenly remember this one guy. I think I met him sometime in 2001. He is one nice guy. He is fair, tall... always smiling... And I like him for being serious in his studies and being courteous to his female acquitances. He is dependable, strong will, ambitious, polite, a great gentleman I should say, and generally a good guy, inside and out.

I sometimes wonder if he is the one who got away. Anyway, that can't be the case because we didn't really date. We hang out on occasions. He bought me dinner one time. good god... I must have had a BIG crush on him. I still have the same crush towards this guy even now.

Unfortunately, he is too skinny for me.

I wonder where he is right now. What has he been doing for all these years... Have he lead a successful life and found somebody special? Have he thought about me at all? Does he remember me?

I miss him.

I still have his email address with me. It's too awkward to email him so sudden. I don't even know how to say hi to him... what to ask, what to say... I've already lost so many memories of him.

I hope he does remember me still. At least the best memory we had. Those fun laughter moments. I wish the best for his life, career, and future. I hope I'll meet him someday, coincidently of course. May the best gets us both.