Boo-hoo

Miss me??

Okay, I have to admit... I have not been writing some new stuff nowdays. Same 'ol, same 'ol.

Right now I'm having that same feeling again... the feeling of loneliness. Truthfully, I don't know why and how I have had this feeling for such a long time. Given that my life already sucks, what a better meltdown other than feeling deserted right? uh... I hate this feeling!

Have you ever think once in a while "when was the last time I felt happy?". I think I've lost it. I've lost joy. Worse, I am longing so hard for it. goodness..... I need rescuing!

It can become dangerous when I'm too long in this road-block. Everyday I thought I'm going to loose my mind, loose my conciousness, loose my discipline. Depression ponder every inch of my being. I hate it when I'm all alone in all these. I hate it! I hate it!

I'm breaking in half.