Way passed New Year

I think I am already way passed new year. Oh, it only has been five days..

I can feel that this year is not going to be too much of a difference than last year. Purely pessimistic about the whole rave.

Last year I had a chance to be somebody that I may or may not turned into. I wished I had tried nevertheless. I chickened out, as always.. due to lack of support and scrutinize eyes.

It's just not easy to break this thin layer of cacoon oozhing beyond me. Can somebody crack me open? This chick need to get out, desparately.

Oh btw, I think I had an ephiphany last Saturday night. Someone mentioned to me about a place that rather look bright and interesting (if I ever get to go) to be this year. I am working on it. So I put the decision to be materialised by the true power. Hopefully I am finally accepted.

I wish myself a very goodluck!