Sunday Night Fever

I really can't think much of school right now. Nowadays, I keep thinking about the future and what the future awaits for me. It is fun and happy to be planning for graduation which seems to be coming soon enough and the time will come and hits me in the head. Personally, I am not prepared for the reality of true life and responsibility. To many of you young people out there, life will still be ok even if you don't get the dream job and still living with your parents. You can live anyway you like because your parents can support you emotionally and financially until you are really ready to jump back into the reality.

I guess I am not so lucky like many people. My shoulders are already heavy with responsibilities to be carried on for the rest of my life. I know what kind of life is expected of me especially in the first five years after graduation. I feel alone in this quest.... I have a dream in one hand and responsibilities in another. But I know that I can only pick one and forget the other. People do make choices in life and my choice is not going to be easy. I am dedicated to serve the people I love no matter how it will only make my heart sank to the bottom of the ocean. I am keen to make things right and to do that I have to sacrifice my dream, the life I had been planning on for the longest time.

I need somebody to share my burden and someone to hold my hand all the way for the rest of my life. Even a slightest help I will cherish and gladly repay for forever it will stay in my memory for the kindess of heart. If only one would come to my rescue and let me be what I am ought to live for, oh... forever I will thank you.